Change

This morning suddenly I thought about this. Change. And I wondered, can people really change?

Misalnya aja saya. Saya terbentuk oleh karakter2 tertentu, sikap, sifat, yang entah sudah genetik atau terbentuk oleh lingkungan. Kalo ngomongin perubahan, tentunya manusia berharap bisa berubah menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi. Emang ada orang yang pengen berubah menjadi makin buruk? Though, yes, it would be much much easier that way.

I read about "you can't change someone. If you can change something, it's no one but yourself"
But guess what? Even to change my(own)self is waaaay tough!

Start from my bad habit. I really enjoy talk about people. There's always a comment I can make bout someone. Mostly I joke bout them with others. Man, I know that's terrible. I wouldn't like if someone does the same thing bout me. Can I change? I can. Would I? Not sure. Cause what? Cause that's what I enjoy doing!

If I stop doing that, that's not me. I don't think its me. I kinda feel like I lose that side of myself. Which is a bad side, but fun (o yea fun, u say?)
At least for me, that's fun.

So now let us think. What's the awful side of you that you'd like to change, but tough?