In one year

so much changes happened. Sometimes I looked back and can't easily believe it!
OK ini belum taun baru, tapi forget bout 2014 vs 2015. It is just as simple as current moment vs what happened exactly one year ago.

It is easier to compare now since we have apps called Timehop. Tiap hari pop up aja gitu ngingetin what exactly happened a yr ago or 2 yrs ago and so on.

And what kinda makes me sad right now is the situation at the office. When I left my office and colleagues back in early August, we knew that things won't look good very very soon. But somewhat we're still OK. We (always) thought that bad things will happen, but well, fck it, It hasn't happened yet!
And now? Terrible. My colleagues have to be moved to other Business Unit or even cross function! One of senior geologist will move to Duri (it is already bad) and becoming an IT person (well that is WORST). One of my junior also (very very smart geophysicist) will be a HSE (health, safety, environment) person in Duri. Man, it hurts me somewhat. But that is the best possibility for now. Would u rather do that or being laid off?
I love my team back in Jakarta. Very fun people and we are very close to each other. Never in my life have I been in a group like that. Thats what making it even hurtful. That team will disappear , disintegrated real soon. Of course it is pretty sad for me also seeing things staying at the same state for decade, let's say. But at least if it is changed, it changes for better things. While this one is not.

Other things happened last year, I had 3 training outside Jakarta. 1 in Bangkok, 2 in Belitung and Lombok. One business trip in KL, and still even go to Solo for HAGI event sponsored by the company. Now? U will dream bout it! Before I left for CO, two trainings of mine got cancelled. Both were supposed to be held in Bali. So sad.

Did it ever occur last year? NOPE. Not a single clue.

One other thing happened last year. I had this gang that was very very fun, party everytime. Now? Nope. Everything changed. Basically bcos of the drama happened inside it. Too much of it.

And, did it ever occur to me also last year that I would eventually go to Colorado for school?
Hell no. I dreamed bout it, yes. But never really had picture that it would really happen.

Sometimes I think future is just so filled with surprises. Some are good, some are not.
That makes us anxious, worry, anything u name it.
But well, what happens happens, right?
That's life...