Lately I'm somewhat bothered by people... especially people who wants to use me because I now am pretty secured, financially speaking. I mean, c'mon people. I just started this work. Yes I'm doing well, but it's not nice to be asking me for your "funding machine" just bcos now I'm making certain amount of money. And to remind you, making money isn't easy OK? My job isn't that hard, either, but it's just not nice to be taking benefits of this right away..
I can help a little here and there, but I notice now some people thought that I'm super rich or whatever that they started to ask a huge amount of money to borrow. Like.. what the fuck?
Yes I'm insecure about money to begin with. I don't want to lose my money to people that might not even give it back eventually. Plus.. another thing that bothers me, if I help you, who will help me? Huh? NOBODY. I repeat. NO ONE. I was in the deepest financial fall about 2 years ago and I didn't ask anybody to help me, OKAY?! I sold my gold bars. I used all of my savings. And these people, heck if they'd help me at all.
Damn I'm just pissed.
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