couple of years ago, I got so heartbroken that I wanted to die. Yep, it was that hurtful. I remember every single days I was just trying to sleep and wake up realizing everything was a dream. Of course it wasn't. I remember I was reaaalllyy hoping we could get back together that I would do anything for that to happen. Regretting everything I'd done that I wish I could have fixed that.
My current guy told me, " I don't think what you experienced was love. I think I am the only guy you ever loved". LOL so confident! But he was saying that not in a joking way. He was being serious.
He probably is right, I don't know. Whether it was love or just infatuation, I remember the pain very clearly. Yet, we never got tired of hurting ourself by falling in love over and over again, did we? I think human in general are masochists! ;p
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