Acceptance

OK... I've been talking a LOT about my boyfriend here lately... (almost a year perhaps). Well for those of you who are my usual readers, you would know already that I am that kind of person. Hopeless romantic! So.. as long as it doesn't make you nearly vomit to read these.. or if you do, well.. well I don't know how to help! LOL

Anyway... one thing again about my sweetie.. He is probably the weirdest human being I've ever known. Even worse, I'm dating that person! LOL.
I don't think most people could date him, you know.. He just has so many non-mainstream kind of views. So many things that are not normal for most people, I guess.

Then why am I still dating him?

To be honest, I don't even know! Or actually I know...
despite all of his quirks, weirdness, limitation, he is probably the sweetest person I've ever been involved with. Well, you would know that if you read my other posts. Every moments I spent with him are always like a movie. Never a dull moment! It involves all of emotions. I cried a LOT also during these times.. But, he was never ever.. EVER.. being mean to me. He has never even talked in a high tone to me. Most times I cried were because of my jealousy, insecurity, and fear of losing "us".
And another thing is he is super honest, so there are a lot of things I wish I never heard from him, like his past, or his thoughts or feelings (that is non-mainstream).

But then.... I am not perfect, either. And frankly, I don't think most people can handle me either, you know. When someone just knew me, they didn't know how fragile I could be, emotionally. And I think a lot of guys cannot handle that. Well at least most guys I've ever been with in the past. And this weird, far-from-perfect guy I'm with right now, he has been handling me really well so far. He assured me most of times. Understands my insecurity.. Accepts me..

And in the end.. isn't that what really crucial in a relationship?
Acceptance. I know it sounds hard, sometimes illogical. But it is true. If you want to be accepted... learn how to accept others, first. Oh well, maybe accept yourself, first. Second, accept the people that you love.
It is still hard for me most of the times.. But I just keep reminding myself every now and then!