Indifferent

Sometimes I think, I'm pretty indifferent when it comes to friendship and family..
Kalo bahasa Indonya, "cuek"...
I wish I could feel the same about love relationship, you know.
It is pretty interesting though that most friendships I have, are pretty loyal to me. As far as I know, most of my closest friends are still in touch with me most of the times. Unlike some people that I know, that basically told me they kinda lose their friendships. It just faded away or something. For me, to be honest, I don't care about it that much. I know it sounds super cocky, and excuse me for that. But really, I never really felt the fear of losing friendships. Or probably I don't care about it that much. But the funny thing is, the more I don't care about it that much, the more they are sticking with me.

Of course I still put some efforts on it, though. Like trying to meet up when they insist. I will make time and such. But I never really take things personally with them. Or maybe sometimes I did, but not much.
I somehow think, "there are still plenty of fish in the sea" in terms of friendship.

I guess when it comes to friendship, I'm a pretty fun person. LOL I know this again sounds super-cocky. But that is true. Unlike love relationship where I kinda "lose" my self and try to look better than I am, with friendships I am always myself. Which includes my indifference, my craziness, my "easy-going"ness and just be me.

Yea I know.. I wish I could really apply it to my love relationship, instead! ;P