So at this moment I'm randomly thinking bout something. Do you know the feelings when you are broken hearted by someone and think that that person is so so awful and hurting you personally? Like intentionally hurting you and such. Like they find joy in your tears, etc etc. Well, sometimes, when you are somebody outside that relationship, you can see that actually it may not be personal. Like, that person just didn't have other choice than to hurt you. They probably didn't want to hurt you but they had to do it in order to get what they wanted (which wasn't you). You know?
Well... this morning I'm thinking. It may actually be the opposite, for some people. For example, my long time ex. An ex that hasn't even got married til this day (and he's like, 45 maybe now?). Anyways.. I think he is a little psycho or maybe just super immature. Too long to explain here.. But that's my conclusions after our latest conversation. Yes I still talk to him every now and then altho I don't want to get back to him at this point. Phew.. just glad I'm no longer associated with him or have my feelings affected by him.
On another note, I'm pretty excited for upcoming plans that I have. Portland in a few days, and Las Vegas in less than 3 weeks. And.. possibly Hawaii in a month? Not sure.. depending on a friend of mine. But.... yesterday I went out with this friend and somehow had some concerns now :\
She was so mean to the waitress at the restaurant we went to. That kinda threw me off a little bit. Oh well... we will see....We may not travel together after all, LOL..
Life has been pretty good for me. Not awesome. Altho I don't even know if awesomeness lasts for long period of time. I think it comes once a while. Just gotta be grateful that it is "good" life instead of "awful". Right?
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