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It has been quite a while since the last time I wrote.
But yea the last few weeks I had been very very very busy.
But now that the project has been finished, I'm just becoming as jobless as I could ever be.

Jobless and galau.

Why galau? Cos I haven't applied for my US visa yet, and this thing is now kinda bothering me a little.
Actually there is no big problem, it is just that I have to change my full name on the student record, which then affecting my student account, my I-20 form, hence affecting the timing for me to apply my visa.

Well it is still end of April, and I should be there at least mid August. Let me see.. it is still about more than 3 months, so I should be OK.
I'm just anxious,
nervous,
etc what you would like to call it.

I'm just afraid that somehow I would jeopardize the whole planning.

Anyway.
Despite those anxiety, I've been good.

Pretty excited for the whole thing. Have been eating a lot (I don't know why exactly), but most people would say, "enjoy that now, for you won't find smthing like that while you're there".
Well noted.

I have been training myself before I leave, by washing most of my clothes, cleaning out my apartment, even clean out my bathroom every week now.

I have also been thinking, probably I should learn how to cook some of my favourite dishes.
Hmm... we'll see.

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm a lazy person or the opposite.
Cos when it comes to something I really want, I would do everything. Even the hard way to achieve it.
But sometimes for something small that I need to take care of, I would wait for as long as it can take to finish that.
Oh well..

Talking bout smthing else lately, I have been avoiding some friends of mine. Let's call them "the party friends".
While I had enjoyed spending time with them, lately (or well.. maybe around 2 mths ago already) I realized that I don't want to be involved too deep into their life anymore.
I found it too... wrong.
Everything.

While some wise people would say, well. you can hang out with em without trying to be like them.

True.

But, the more you spend time with them, the more you will think (either you realize it or not) that their "behaviour" is somehow normal.
Which, believe me, it should not be called normal.

Ah.. anyways, after I tried to stay away from them for the last 2 months, I feel healthier.
Physically and mentally.

I wouldn't say I despise em of course. It's just, I don't want to know too deep, too detail, of every wrong things they do.

OK,
I thing that's all my "unek2" for today :)
Thanks for enjoying it.
*halah*