A myth: perfect friend

The word "perfect" itself is a myth to begin with. When somebody compliments your work by saying, "perfect!", they don't mean it. They were just saying it to emphasize that you did a great work.

Anyway.. That's not what I want to write about.

I'm just now thinking, there is no one person, or a friend of mine in particular, that never annoys me. I think that's pretty normal, tho, right?
It's funny how most people want to show the world how they are happy with their friends, how their friends are the best people, but I know deep down there are a lot of moments where they are so frickin annoyed by the "friends". Well... including me.

Maybe I'm just a bad person. That will explain a lot, why I'm so annoyed by my friends. Not everybody, tho. Just some people that appeared to be very close to me in the past, and when they suddenly didn't show their attentions anymore, it pisses me off. LOL. Tricky part is, I hate when a friend is too attentive (mostly guys). But I also hate when my friends are forgetting me (mostly girls). That makes me annoyed to both genders.

Girl friends are weird. They seem to like you but they are also jealous of you. Maybe that's just what human are in general. I'm sure many are more "saints" person, definitely not me.

Can someone be in love for that long..?

My current relationship is probably the longest I've ever been in. 2 years and couple of months in. And I love him, so much, I would think so. At least for now. I don't know in the long run. Usually I'm afraid I love too much and didn't get it reciprocated. But recently I'm afraid I will fall out of love eventually. Just bcause... I never had experience being in a long term relationship. And even now, we are in a long distance one. What if we live together? Would it be better or worse?

Another reason is he may not be the person I will look up to, eventually. Ahh... I dunno...